“i was struggeling with a looot of things in the last months: i decided to quit my job and my marriage, lost my two cats, moved with my son in a new flat, i got a new job, which was sucking my life out of me, cuz there you couldn‘t do anything the right way, no matter how hard you try – and i really tried… this was destroying my mental health, which was bad anyways… after six months i got fired out of no reasons with no explanations, just a small letter, which told me i had to leave. At this moment i also tried to start a new relationship, but i realized it isn‘t possible for me to feel or give love at the moment, cuz everything’s so weird in my life right now and i can’t even love myself.”